||[Jan. 24th, 2006|12:46 am]
|||||Sugar, we're going down||]|
Well it's the start of yet another semester. Classes look like they are really
going to kick my ass this Spring. Lots of work to do but then it'll be worth it
I feel like there is something lacking in me. Some drive that needs to be met
but is not realized yet. I don't know maybe I'm just making up fake problems
because my life seems to be on track. Either that or it just got really boring.
The only time I went out the whole break was to go out with a new friend Friday
and Saturday night.
Then Sunday was spent recovering from said adventures in being a rock-star. Oh
that and helping Keith's new boyfriend with some issues. Who would have thought
what A) some one dating Keith wouldn't think of me as the anti-crist or think of
me being helpful. B) That I actually would have been the type of person to help
in said circumstance. One more sign that I'm getting old. But they sound like
one of those cute couples that makes me want to gag.
So I haven't talked to Jaime since Christmas though that was rushed and she
didn't sound very interested in speaking with me. Plus it was like 5 p.m. on the
west coast so I don't think if I didn't call she would have. I called on New
Years but she didn't pick up nor did she reciprocate. Guess this is another one
of those closed chapters on life. Funny I would have thought I would have been
more upset she was my best friend for almost a decade. I think the only reason I
get upset is because I'm not more upset. Fucked up huh?
Well I think that I will go to bed so this is going to the end of this post.