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Grrr Arg [Jan. 24th, 2006|12:46 am]
Rob
[mood |tiredtired]
[music |Sugar, we're going down]

Well it's the start of yet another semester. Classes look like they are really
going to kick my ass this Spring. Lots of work to do but then it'll be worth it
right?

I feel like there is something lacking in me. Some drive that needs to be met
but is not realized yet. I don't know maybe I'm just making up fake problems
because my life seems to be on track. Either that or it just got really boring.
The only time I went out the whole break was to go out with a new friend Friday
and Saturday night.

Then Sunday was spent recovering from said adventures in being a rock-star. Oh
that and helping Keith's new boyfriend with some issues. Who would have thought
what A) some one dating Keith wouldn't think of me as the anti-crist or think of
me being helpful. B) That I actually would have been the type of person to help
in said circumstance. One more sign that I'm getting old. But they sound like
one of those cute couples that makes me want to gag.

So I haven't talked to Jaime since Christmas though that was rushed and she
didn't sound very interested in speaking with me. Plus it was like 5 p.m. on the
west coast so I don't think if I didn't call she would have. I called on New
Years but she didn't pick up nor did she reciprocate. Guess this is another one
of those closed chapters on life. Funny I would have thought I would have been
more upset she was my best friend for almost a decade. I think the only reason I
get upset is because I'm not more upset. Fucked up huh?

Well I think that I will go to bed so this is going to the end of this post.
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Comments:
[User Picture]From: chrsmoos
2006-01-24 06:02 am (UTC)
Hugs.
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[User Picture]From: eternallybare
2006-01-24 06:57 am (UTC)
Robbie, I miss you!!!

Lets get together soon and hate on ADT!!!
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[User Picture]From: glitter_disgust
2006-01-26 03:10 am (UTC)
we should totally get together some time
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[User Picture]From: zajax
2006-01-29 06:55 am (UTC)
Some chapters don't end. The story changes. That probably happened a long time ago, which explains why you're not upset. It's similar to when I last saw you, and I saw how little it mattered I was leaving. I felt I should have been more upset. But I wasn't, and maybe that's because it's different now. I don't think that's bad.
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[User Picture]From: glitter_disgust
2006-01-31 08:31 pm (UTC)
You leaving mattered a lot to me. But it was the best for you. You see me to be doing better out there and you were misrable out here. Though things do change as do we all. I'm sure it was all for the best.
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